::Desperatley Seeking Inspiration::

Kneeling on the familiar, ice like floor I push my hand back; reaching, yearning for that familiar sensation that will, hopefully, alieviete the pain.

My mind swilrs, the bile rises, a welcome taste, like wine to an alcoholic.  This is the only way that I can let go- in the little room all of my secrets and fears are flushed out, finished with.

But the freedom is fleeting and all too soon it is gone. Once again my hand plunges back making scars on my throat. Deeper my hand goes, pushing with all the strength my deadened arms have left in them.
Again the sickening sweet taste fills my mouth, this time mixed with the bitter, unmistakable taste of blood.

Tears are pouring down my cheeks, my body’s reaction to the thoughts, too painful to bear,
Swirling constantly through my twisted mind. Again my hand reaches back.

-inspired: (via kambreydanielle)

-inspired:

(via kambreydanielle)

Blink-182 Anthem Part 2

Music I grew up with:)

lykke li- im good im gone

Sleeping is giving in-no matter what they tell us
Arcade Fire-Rebellion (lies)
I Want This Room!!! (via prettyspace)

I Want This Room!!!

(via prettyspace)

Love is a gift, not an obligation.
Isabel, Fools Rush In (via -inspired)

Older Poem

She watches through the window of the resturaunt,
her only refuge,
Sees every passerby,
it’s her one link to the world,
She never talks,
Pretends to ignore the stares,
Knowing she’s her only ally,
Her features, once beatuiful,
Fade,
As she leaves,
Eyes filled with eternal sorrow,
They refuse to meet,
the questioning gazes,
That follow

You’ve got one life; live it. Follow your dreams, quit your job, drop out of school, tell your boyfriend that he’s lousy, and walk out the door. This is your time. This is your life. You know what? Dream as big as you want to; it’s the cheapest thing you’ll ever do.
Jared Leto (submitted by staraflur) (via quote-book)
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